This weekend had been great.
Not only have each day this weekend,I ve done what I wanted, done what i liked and also did things and time for family.
After throwing a teenage rebellious temper tantrum at hubbie for a week or two . Hes got the messge that I m back ! Alive and kicking and not taking any more stress from him. His stress is not mine and as far as my little one goes and myself he's got to make more of and effort and respect the both of us.
Saturday afernoon was great too. ! I went shopping !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I managed to go up town, bit anxious in one shop, but i did it.
Im back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It feels so good to be normal again, I m aware of course not to let it go to my head, still niggling issues, but hey it felt great to get out and away from hubby and little un and the house and responsiblity just for a few hours!!!!!!!!!!
The evening was great again. A Wedding reception. Not all that great an evening but the fact that i sat there with no anxiety and hAving an evening out was brill.
I woke up next morning feeling fine, no anxiety about feling tired or having a panic attack on the treadmill and did loads of tings , not anxious about eating on the dot , only when hungry and just did what i wanted to do full stop.!!!!!!!!!!!
The house is nearly signed off and the decision to press ahead with selling everything is the right decsion.
The wrong reason of course would be to run from stress but its not. We did this for a reason and done it and now we ve got other plans.
A business and home should be sold when it's at its best and when of course you dont need to sell. and our business is in that position right now.
So fellow Bloggers pass he meassage on. View my house. No time wasters please.
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Weaponsgrade235
- 2008-07-13 @ 20:58:11
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sweetladyjane
Pro - 2008-07-13 @ 21:21:30
This house is beautiful. I can't imagine it not selling in a minute.
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mindblower
Pro - 2008-07-14 @ 08:37:36
Yes thats what every body says.
A home is where your heart is. But if your heart is not init then it does nt fit.
The trouble with having a big place is looking after it and unless you ve pots of money to look after it and employ gardeners a housekeeper or not work and still have a gardener then its really too much to cope with
It s a chicken and egg one. Its too small for a farm or small holding where you can make money off the land and get the people to help in the grounds or and its too big to look after.
Lived here for five year s and in that time, if either my hubbie and I are ill, it over takes you. And we find that all our spare time is gardening and cleaning, even on sundays.
Im not lazy but no means but i need to feed and look after my emotions and cleaning and constantly gardening does nt do that for me as well asworking, rasing a young child and bascially living.
Its a shame, made the dream come true but had to get this far to realise that dreams are nt always the answer.
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positive things happen to positive people!!..take care
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mindblower
Pro
- 2008-07-15 @ 18:55:43
Yes very true Jack.... but when you been clouded by fear and being scared most of your life it been hard to see the wood for trees.
But hey my mind has been free'd now and i can laugh and smell the sap off the tress just like evryone else now. -
I'd love to see your house burn to the ground.
It just looks so pretty and perfect, it really is lovely.
But, Like a house of cards, i just have this feeling inside me that would love to see it go up in smoke.
All the best
B